January 2011
2 posts
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It was only 3 weeks ago i posted the last blog. it seems a lot longer. many things have changed. i’m no longer waiting. i’ve begun to move forward. it was apparently the last string, and the one that was the most sensitive. everything dropped to the ground. shattered. ruined. our future. our friendship. our history. gone. surprisingly there have been very few times when i want to patch...
rewind..
it’s one of those things you can’t help.
like you’ve waited and waited to the point where it’s second nature.
you’re just so used to it.
so when the opportunity comes to move one, it feels so wrong.
awkward.
you try and push the thought of them away, but it just slowly creeps back up.
you see them and all the feelings come rushing back.
i feel bad.
i should...